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Did I Forget to Fasten My Seatbelt?

  The last 3 weeks have been rather crazy.   I cut off the 365 thing due to lack of time and or net access at work.   At least that's what I kept telling myself.  Mostly it was due to a deep deep funk.   Dead end job. . . endless classes in sight.  You know the drill.  I dived into WoW or anything that would just make things go away.   

Lack of any desire to create was just collateral damage.

This happens a lot with me.  I think it's mostly the fear of being criticized for any project I pour my energies into.  Maybe a self defense mechanism to deter from piling more shit on?   

Meh.

The holy shit moment of getting the new job and sleeping at night regularly hasn't worn off.   Actually been working on some projects that have been neglected up until this point.  Among that my writing.  I need to get back into the habit.  As I don't have any desire to write all the entries I've missed since July, I think I'll just go with this.

 day 77: what gives you every day inspiration.

Every day inspiration is a hard thing to come by.  Now that I've actually had to think about it.  I suppose it's in the simple pleasures.  From the way the morning fog smells.  To how my morning cup of tea feels in my hands.   I may have to add to this as the day goes.  I've got to actually pay attention.  

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